Wednesday, September 8, 2010

anxieties

ok, for those of you who dont' know, i have some mild social anxieties. that may not surprise some of you, and it might really shock the rest. anyhow, it becomes a real pain sometimes.

for instance, our first sunday in this ward, shaun had to push me down the hall to relief society or i would have say in the foyer the whole time. and we had lived in this ward previously, i knew about half of the ladies there.

last night, was a relief society meeting. they've come up with an adult version of personal progress. i think it's great. my friend and i went together, and just before we left, my mother-in-law called to say she was planning on going as well. so, i had plenty of support there, and should have been ok. i only made it through about halfway. by then, my eyes were glazed, and i could barely talk when spoken to. i'm even having trouble talking about it. needless to say, i was not kind of miserable.

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